Web Teases

Many of you are probably aware of "webteases". These are a series of images and text that take you along on a little fantasy, and there are a few great sites that cater to tease and denial enthusiasts. I used to browse through them all the time back when I wasn't in training.

Aaaaaaanyway... I looove to write, and I decided to try my hand at one. It seems to be getting an excellent reception, so I may do some more.

If you're interested in seeing it, click here. (And if you do click to it, be sure to vote! Thank you!) Be warned, though... This is definitely an orgasm control fantasy.


My Last Kate Call of the Year

After some rough scheduling problems on my side, and the fact that my beautiful mistress is always getting deluged with calls right when I'm ready to call her, I finally got through on Friday. I was so excited to call her because her birthday was coming up, and I wanted to be able to sing her happy birthday! (No one else may request this service, I am no singer!)

Back in the old days (November) we were doing a call about every week or so, but due to some limitations of time and travelling, it seems like we've got into a two week pattern now, and I haven't been enjoying that at all. Hopefully that will all be working out now, though.

One of the most exciting things Kate has given me to do for homework is to build up my toy collection, a little at a time. I didn't realize how difficult that would be for me until I started finding myself in the adult toy store every other week trying to pick out something that I would like to try out. I'm still a little nervous and shy about some things, after all. Fortunately, Kate's had enough great suggestions that I haven't had too much problem finding something fun. So, at the beginning of our call, we tried out a few of my more recent purchases. Some are just fun, some are... um... a little more nerve-wakening... but it's always a great way to start things off.

And, of course, since I'm in orgasm denial and control training, she always asks the dreaded questions. "Did you do your homework this week?" (Always yes on that one.) And "When was the last time you had an orgasm?" (That's the one that starts getting me nervous, because I never know what my answer will mean for my fate.) I'm sure she can hear the poutiness in my voice when my answer is in the single digits, because I know I'm not likely to get release on this call if that's my answer.

Well, my Lady starts my workout then, and sometimes, if I'm really lucky, she'll take me into a fantasy story so I can enjoy the sensations even more. This was one of those times. And when this happens, I snuggle back on my couch, close my eyes, and really try to see what she's describing. You can go reeeeeeally deep into things if you do this, and the payoff is amazing.

In my fantasy she was guiding me, right there above me, telling me how to stroke and getting great amusement out of my groans and moans and pleadings. It drives me wild when I ask if I can cum, and her answer is neither yes or no, just to keep stroking. She knows me... She knows I will keep stroking on the off chance that she'll say I have five seconds to cum, or some other such delicious torture. This means I am playing close to the edge, often for the majority of the call.

She did something that nearly made me lose it this time... Something I'll only share with her when I have the chance, but, sorry, not for any other eyes or ears. Let's just leave it at this...

Miss Kate, I will never be able to look at my Christmas tree the same way again, you kinky little devil!

Ace is going to enter the new year in denial. Somehow, it seems fitting.

Happy New Year everyone!

Merry Christmas Wishes

I am feeling much better.

I am so grateful to Miss Kate for her kindness and patience with me... For her laughter and her smiles and her understanding. I am the luckiest little pet around. When I look back over the past few months, I am excited to see how far I've really come. I think I will go a lot further eventually, but if this is any indication, I am in for quite a ride.

Thank you, Lady Kate, for being you. I hope you have a perfect holiday!

And thank you, too, to all the ladies at LDW who have been kind and helpful to me, offered support and humor.

Last but not least, thanks to my fellow LDW fans... You guys and gals are great!

Happy Holidays!

I am in a needy place...

I am feeling the need really bad today. As in, I think I will do just about anything for some relief. I am so incredibly frustrated right now...

It started last night when I had the bright idea to read Mr. Smith's blog before I did my homework. He has an incredibly hot new story that I should not be reading when I'm more than a week into a denial period. Anyway, it was a great read, and then I tried to do my homework. (Didn't take long to edge at that point.) Then I tried to go to bed and get some rest, but I spent the whole night in various states of arousal, tossing and turning and dreaming fevered dreams.

It was no better when I woke up today. I have spent the entire day thinking about calling Mistress Kate, wondering what would happen, wondering if I'd be able to hold out as long as she wants me to. She has me wrapped around her little finger... I love calling and, Lord help me, I love this process... Even when it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. The rewards are worth it.

What it comes down to is this... I am so ready for an orgasm. I am trying to keep my mind off it as much as possible, but I am aching. I'm desperate... I'm hopeful... I'm whining... (I know I'm annoying... Many have gone much longer than me.) I am in that place where I will do just about anything do get my release. I hope when the call happens she's in that "Christmas mood" she talked about last week.

Some Helpful Hints

I was reading Ms Sarah's blog the other day, and she had listed some advice about calling a Phone Mistress, which I think was very nice and useful. Check it out if you get a chance. Anyway, it got me thinking about some of the advice that I, after the couple handfuls of calls I've done now, could offer to new or curious callers. Of course, you may find that some of this doesn't apply to your situation.. Maybe none of it... But they're all things that I have found to make my sessions much nicer. (My apologies to Ms Sarah for any overlap.)

1. Call when you have time to spare, especially if you want to call a particular mistress. There have been several times when Ms. Kate has been on a call when I've called, and I've had to wait in line. When you are short on time, this can be incredibly stressful.

2. Take a deep breath. If possible, sit alone in a quiet room and breathe deeply for a few minutes before you call. Centering yourself will help you enjoy the call so much more.

3. Be very, very attentive to your mistress. You may have a delay or feedback in your phone, or maybe you're just a bit too excited to hear straight. If you are patient, and allow your mistress to guide you, you'll be glad you did.

4. Be honest. If you have agreed not to have an orgasm between calls, or to go shopping for something special, or anything else like that... Do it. If you don't do it, be honest and tell your phone mistress. (Yes, I realize there is nothing forcing you to do what you're told, but you might as well get the full benefit from calling a premium service such as Black Book Girls or Cock Control.)

I'll level with you... I haven't yet been unable to complete a "homework" assignment from Ms. Kate, but I have been doing this long enough to know I would tell her if I couldn't. Any other way would just ruin what my particular process is all about. Again, your situation may be different. :)

5. Be respectful. I don't think this should need more explanation, but please remember that these women are gracious enough to IM, email, and chat with you to set up a session that will be the most enjoyable for you. The least we can do in return is to treat them like the goddesses they are, right? And I believe Ms Ally, Internet and phone fantasy genius, has suggested finding your mistress's wish list and buy her something by way of a tip if you have fun.

6. Above all, HAVE FUN! You can have the time of your life if you just let yourself enjoy it!

So, what do you think, kids? Helpful? Out of line? Any mistresses want to throw in their two cents in? I'd sure welcome it!

Have a good one, everyone!